typer.

there's like 5 pens and a highlighter on my table used to making my notes more readable -.-  I was trying to focus on what i wrote but i feel dead.i feel lifeless and not alive.i no longer have this feeling to study hard and ace this.What has happened to me?why do i feel so numb?usually when i come across situations like this i would prolly say cause i haven't had enough sleep.but i take that as a lie cause i have been sleeping for long hours lately -.- is this a sign?a sign for me to stop trying cause the universe knows that i'm not going anywhere as how hard i try i will still be average?