Wednesday, December 26, 2012

if i'm willing to take the risk. i'd do it a long time ago.

the problem is i don't even know who i really am.

how can i cross boundaries?

one thing fo sho.

i am a coward.
kalau dunia semudah menutup mata dan semua jadi kenyataan,nescaya tak kan ade seorang pon manusia yang akan berusaha.

"boleh tak bila aku tutup mata dan bila buka semuanya dah lepas.aku x jawab periksa"

if anyone could wish for anything,this would be the top rated wish aku rase.

urrghh this is killing me.

asked myself, kenapa tak ambil tessl je at first,but then again who's to be blamed?i chose this myself kenapa kau nak menangis sekarang gila?

you got yourself into this trouble, then find your way out of it.

tho there's only one way.

finish it.

Sunday, December 23, 2012

yesterday at 12, me and my housemates went singing our asses off .we went to the karaoke nearby and i gotta say that i felt relieved after yelling so loud. then at about 2 or 3, we went huge house hunting. looking for beautiful designs for our future houses heheh. and there's this one enormous house that i don't even know how to begin with. it was soooo biiiigggggggggggg okay that's enough
final lagi berapa belas hari je lagi.and im not gonna lie, this is scary and i cant keep my head straight.heart is pumping so hard.i'm scared.
i know that you're never coming back, but somehow i am still waiting.

patiently.

Friday, December 21, 2012

today was my last class for the extra curricular activity.i'm glad that the lecturer know of my existence.i also managed to get the highest carry mark for both individual presentation and forum.i'm thankful :D
i guess that's the highlight of my day.
i do not have anything to do and so i thought that i'd upload some photos of my favorite places :)


this is my study table :)


this is my room :)





Monday, December 10, 2012

PERFECT DOESNT EXIST!GET THAT IN YOUR HEAD AND MOVE ON!STOP BEING SO DELUSIONAL STUPID!STEP INTO THE REAL WORLD.WORK YOUR ASS OFF AND TRY.

Thursday, December 6, 2012

here i am sitting in front of my laptop literally smiling for no reason :) i feel happy that i've decided to change the position of my furnitures.

the reason why i love imagining living in london and that is obviously my dream DUH is because i wanna feel the feeling i felt when i went there with my family.my dad.london is the place i wanna be in.i will be in.