tet..tet...tada!10 years later.

oh my,it feels like ages since i last posted a post here.the internet connection in my house is down so kene selalu lepak kedai mamak la nok.so dekat sini x brapa nk inspired sangat nk update cause i fell like everyone's like 'bila nak belah budak dua org ni' -.- ye la aku kan negaholic makanya negative je la mak.oh and ive made a video for the girls.tgh loading ni.lmbt nak mampoih.-.- once it's finished i'll pm u guys k?bai

Lets see.

Here, I have six conditions, which are:

A. The kettle is making noise, showing that the water is cooked.

B. The water inside the washing machine is over flowing

C. Your little baby brother is crying

D. Your mobile phone is ringing

E. Someone is at your door (pressing the bell)

F. Rain is coming down and your clothes will be wet (clothes hanging)

In those situations what will you do first? And make sure you put in the right orders.

alight.this will be my answer :)

B.The water inside the washing machine is over flowing.

F. Rain is coming down and your clothes will be wet (clothes hanging)

C. Your little baby brother is crying

A. The kettle is making noise, showing that the water is cooked.

E. Someone is at your door (pressing the bell)

D. Your mobile phone is ringing

stretches.

insecurities have been part of my life since i started high school.having to worry about how i look,how to act and how to be great are some of my agendas every morning.i have always been the goofy one and at the same time,i was given names which i am so not proud of by some parties.friends are everything to me but enemies are there to creep me too.being named in a bad way didn't made me stronger instead,i hated myself.i used to grab a chair and sit in front of the mirror crying to myself and thinking 'why was i different from others?' or 'why don't i look pretty'?then i started to write emotional things,hurting myself mentally,and never gave a chance to myself to forgive me.i then,became an anti social because of the names i was given.my confidence level went out the window.i last wore a pair of jeans when i was 12.i stopped wearing them for 5 years and after i was 18,i gained more self esteem day by day.all thanks to my cousin.with the support she gave me,i managed to be the person i am today.basically,we actually need to step into reality,then only then will you realize that these people bad mouthing you are just projections to make u feel down,lose yourself and are just some ornaments to lead you to the wrong path.these people motivated you to make the wrong decisions,meet wrong people and give you bad examples.you need to be strong to avoid these projections just so you can reach your goal.like what they say,you can't get what you want unless you work hard for it.

l.o.v.e

my heart has always been empty and it's been 19 years.empty in terms of intimacy with the opposite sex.i've never loved someone before and i doubt to believe that any has towards me as well.all my life,my family is always first then the friends comes next.these people have inspired me in many ways because they are full of love.little did i know that i was loved by more than a person throughout my life.i never stopped to realize that these great people have supported me through thick and thin but what i'm worried about is not getting the right guy?!what's wrong with me.why can't i be grateful with life? i'm sorry ALLAH for being the person i am.i am so ashamed.*slap me self.-.- gosh.i should teach myself to be more patient and for the fact that we can't always get want we want.maybe what i need,is not necessary.the time will come i'm sure.and i will cherish that moment.what moment?for the guy to come.so there's no reason for me to be sad and all and thinking that i'm never gonna get the right guy for all i know,maybe he's standing right in front of me,or in the future.ALLAH itu maha kuasa,bila Dia rase masanya da sesuai.akn dapat la apa yang DIA jodohkan.for the time being,i would like to enjoy the moments with my family sbb bila semua da kawin n tinggalkan rumah ni,aku x nak rase menyesal kelak.i love my family i miss my dad n my mum's a superwoman.what's not to love?i wish i did not took things for granted,but hell.i was too late.so now,let's make the best out of what i have.

december.

so my first post for december is entitled december :) obviously.so good morning everyone.how are u guys?well long story short.i hope u guys enjoy the last month of 2011.let us all start a new book next year aite?so that's all.:)