selamat hari raya :)

hello fellow readers in wgich case if there is any.hahaha happy raya to allllllll :) today was a adventurous day i might say.it's a long story and i wanna keep it to myself dengan org yang berkenaan tu.hahahah well i guess thats it,dont really know what to talk about.so yeah bye :)

slip slip away

wadup yall?im bored.esok saya nak shopping sakan.havent bought anything yet.yeap yeap yeap :) kbai

loop hole

jangan pernah lupa siapa kawan kawan kita.

aku sangat kecewa melihat perangai kau.

kau tau kau siapa.

sekian

misery.

today i missed three classes in a ROW!three! in a row! *sigh.i am so disappointed at myself.classes from 8 am to 11 am.man,sedih weh.apa nk jadi ngn aku ni -.- sakit sakit.da la sem akhir.i woke up at 630 and went to shower siap semua.tggu nk g kelas je.but everyhing fucked up started when i went back to sleep after shower and kept my phone silent while showering sbb x nk wati dgr.dan akhirnya i lupa nk buat ringing balik.this is ridiculous.apa nak jadi ngn aku?this sem saje i da x pergi about 6 classes 2 for each.includng bel then 7 la.weh.da la sem ni aku paling bengap!i am a pathetic loser.can't believe this is happening.okay i'm off to the next class goodbye.

simultaneously.

:) hihi feel like smiling.penat gila mlm ni dok kacau si warteh ni.huhe.hmm saya rindu awak awak dan awak.don't ever leave my side.i want u guys to always be with me through thick and think and i'll do the same.u guys are the best thing that's ever happened to me.thank u :) i honestly cant wait to go home.hmmmmmmm but everytime thinking about home feels like an empty luggage just fell down on me.feels so berat la.but wth.i wanna be there.eventually,i have to get over it juga.biar la.nk buat cm ne.i have my life so be it.lantak aku nk buat apa,kbai.jap tetiba emo -.-

mixed.

assalamualaikum :) how have u guys been?i'm fine alhamdulillah.today my clss starts at 2pm.yes heaven gila kan?i would like to be a positive thinker for today at least for now.malas la nak serabot kan kepala saya .hihih raya da semakin hampir.bagaimana dengan persiapan raya anda anda anda dan anda ?as for me,i havent bought anything yet.no,bukan x de semangat raya but well partially x de semgt la but mostly,i wanna buy new clothes juga.nnt minx my mom pilih mana yang retro sikit ke.

oh well,haa im sure you guys da dengar da cerita pasal kat uitm ni.yes uitm merbok.My uitm.-.- ade kes kelar mengelar pelajar weh.tragic?i know.some say that gaduh sbb gf.well i dont know the geez of anything.like pihak mana yang salah or what not.but to me,kalau kau nk marah sekali pon,jangan terlalu ikotkn emosi.u have to learn to control.ni baru tekanan sikit kau x boleh handle.nnt masa depan lagi bnyk tekanan,nk bunuh diri pula?saya x de nak sokong mana2 side pon.sbb x tau sape start dulu semua but still kalau tgk tindakan laki tu alone.x ptt la die.smpai nk kelar.semua jadi lebih teruk sbb die.kalau bertubuk tu maybe la boleh settle slow slow lagi.but bila da babitkn dengan objek yang tajam is an unlawful act la.mengikut section 307 of the penal code,kalau kita ade intention dan menyebabkn kecederaan,insyaallah boleh dipenjarakan selama 10 - 20 years.untuk budak ni,dalm berita ckp die fall under kanun keseksaan atas cubaan untuk membunuh.dan bak kata madam tadi,kalau menyebabkn kematian mmg teruk la kn,kene buang ngn dipenjarakn.kalau kes ni,x tau la cm ne.haih budak yang buat tu pndai pula.cm ne la die boleh cm tu.well setiap manusia buat kesilapan kn.lets just hope that kita x terlalu ikutkn perasaan.just hope for the best la.tapi kn,mangsa kene operate gak weh kesan kelar die.boleh tahan teruk juga whoa.police mmg bnyk smlm x terkata ok.dengan anjing pengesan lg.besaq besaq pula tu.

haa before all of yesterday happened,ni nk cerita apa jadi kat aku and other 6 girls kelmarin pula.so the story starts like this.my class telah mengadekn jamuan kelas untuk kelas kami -.- then ade 3 buah kereta sewa.satu buah kereta sdn bhd dan beberapa buah motosikal telah sertai untuk mlm tersebut.ni konon nk bebruka satu kelas la ni.namn x semua yang ikut.and so,kami semua pon bergerak la bersama.da siap mkn2 semua,2 kereta nk balik terus ke uitm.dan kereta sdn dan kereta aku nk ke vm.sesmpai di vm pelahap lagi nya -.-pastu budak2 ni ajk main bowling.haa BOWLING.perkataan ini lah akibat semua tragedi mlm itu berlaku.hihih.mase tu da 930 mlm da.terus ke cs main.habis game 2230 mlm.apa lagi,pecut la semua.pika bawa kete gigi.so kene la hantar kereta dulu ye.mase tu mmg da nyawa ikan da.nk dekat pukul 11 da.ingt ke blh masuk lagi.tapi bdk2 ni kate,dorg terserempk ngn moto gad dan gad tu hanya mampu menggeleng tanda da x bleh masuk.kami pon crash in la ke rumh kawan si pika.ha mcm tu la.x tdoq uitm mlm tu.dan saya telah ponteng satu kelas law.sekian --.--.pagi tu afiq yang amek kami.dan selamat la semua smpai.alhamdulillah hihihi.mmg best la bila fikir balik.semua nnt ni x jumpa da.yang smlm tu saya pika yana rose lalan fna mun.cukup 7 org.

harap nnt boleh la jumpa balik kat shah alam semua eh ?insyaallah.aku harap sgt.amin :) ok la rase nya kalau ini upsr aku da dpt separuh markh da ni untuk penulisan.hihi tapi kn,kalau nk suruh buat karangan bm skang.x dpt ah jep.sini aku dilatih buat bi je.bm tunggang langgang da.teruk betol -.- tapi ok la juga.lantak p la.ok saya nk tdo dulu.kbai :0

i am a human with feelings.

hello :) i cant sleep.but sebenarnya boleh.tapi aku rase sangat takut kalau tidur tana mengulangkaji apa2 pon.aku ingin berjaya macam yang lain.aku ingin memiliki apa ang aku inginkan.sama je cita cita semua orang cuma ade yang lepas dan tidak.aku takut gila kalau aku antara orang yang tidak berjaya tu.huh lemah habis la.aku jenis kuat berangan.pantang bila bace buku,tgk org ddk diam,time emosi lebih tu.haa mula la aku buka buku dalam minda dan start lakarkan gambaran yang aku harap untuk jadi.tapi itu sekadar angan angan kosong.x de apa akan jadi kalau aku duduk goyang kaki je.aku akan cuba juga kecapi apa yang aku nak!aku nak amek law dan law lah ayang aku akn dapat!haish sikit je lagi ni.sikit je.sabar je la ueen.tapi aku ni kalau tdo lewat mmg confirm x dtg kelas -.- tdo terlebih mase pulo.haih.

aku da bayangkn da time kat shah alam nnt.ddk reramai satu rumah.aku harap benda tu akn jadi la.aku harap akn jumpa balik kawn2 aku yang kat sini.yang penat lelah bersama.gelak guling sambil terkentut.dan marah benci meluat.hihi hmm inilah antara impian aku.ntah dapat ke tidak.xpe2 aku akan usaha insyaallah.dengan izin tuhan mesti boleh punya.dengan syarat jangan la kita lupa kat DIA kan.hmmm

what else?i guss that's it la.saya nk masuk tdo dulu.selamat malam :)

i say one

it's been ages since i last talked to my mum.okay ages seems so long but that's the point.so long la since ive talked to my mum.like a daughter to mother talk.laughing.making jokes. dragging her all around the dining hall.time flies so fast.i have to admit that i miss her but what's the point?i dont even wanna go there.so it stops here.

hmm life has been so hectic lately and im sure same goes to anyone out there.finals are seriously just around the corner.mmg dekat sangat sangat da. 1) i dont know if i can do it. 2) i will be missing my friends like gila punya. they have been everything to me.hmm harap nnt terus la semua ber contact yaw.

sekarang da 1915 lagi berapa min lagi nk berbuka :) so happy fasting everyone and happy breaking your fast as well.always remember Allah in your everyday life so that HE'LL remember u juga.sekian.

changed.

it's almost four and my eyes are still wide open.i feel like crying but my tears won't come out.i miss everyone.i can be a total cunt sometimes.i am trying to be someone new.but how?ubah cm ne pon tetap jadi cm ni juga.seorang yang dibenci,di lupai dan i dont know.sebab tulis blog pon x tau.i really really really wanna be someone new.i do.i wanna be accepted.im sorry.im sorry.i dont wanna lose anyone of my friends anymore.

headache.

assalamualaikum and happy fasting everyone or in this case selamat berbuka la ye.hmm i'm all alone in my room right now.fatin balik,milo keluar wati pon balik.sometimes best je duduk dalam bilik seorang diri.xde gangguan dari sape2.sekarang la mase untuk fikir betul2 apa yang aku nak dalam hidup.frankly speaking,dalam otak ni seolah olah cam kosong gila la.xde pape pon.-.- tapi x pe la.skrip debate x hapal lagi ni.i miss ome la.i miss my sisters my home and ayah :(.huh apa kabar la ayah.hmm x tau nk mkn apa.same ade cereal,milo biskot atau idk.x pe la.till now bai bai

life as we know it.

hello people of the universe :) how are u guys today?as for me,alhamdulillah i'm okay for today.i'm just preparing myself for the coming debate.it gives me shiver just to think about it.the 3rd semester is coming to an end.finals is just around the corner.but what im gonna miss most are my roomates and my friends of course.my 3 best friends.huh.i really hope we could meet again kat sana nanti.tapi tgk keadaan aku skang ni.x tau la.satu benda pon x ingt dlm kepala ni.please la ueen change.okay la nk cari isi debate.bai :)

we'll be a dream.

frankly i miss blogging a lot.but didn't have the time to update it.now here i am typing :) we'll be a dream has been playing and was on repeat since last week.i don't really know why but i love this song,specifically Demi lavato's voice.i wasn't a big fan of her's but just this song.sbb a combination dengan this guy punya suare kan.

ok moving on.happy 5th ramadhan everyone :) i still dont get to rase berpuase under some circumstances if-u-know-what-i-mean -.- okay so this will be my last semester here and next year da nak sambung degree sangat x sabar hihihih last sem pon ssh gila,bz gila rase nk gila pheww.gila weh mmg bnyk sgt.ade debate form n persuasive speech for bel 332, then bel 342 pula kene buat essay about legal issues and some random topic.however,semua kene buat research eh.bkn nk buat sesuka hati je.kene cr buku semua sbb madame x nk dlm tenet je.global issue pula mmg semua pasl dunia la kn.kene bace bnyk juga.law ade 3 cabang iaitu law of tort,criminal n contact.3 3 ni kene hapai x tau mana masuk.dan last but not least economics.yes economics.hmmm ni lagi la.ade kira kira.da brape lama aku da tingglkn kir kira ni tetiba kene blaja pula untuk satu sem gitteww.dulu math mode took me 1 and a half year to get it all right.yes i want the brightest student in muadzam -.- hmm semua tu i kene buat in one sem like anyone else la kn.i have less than 2 months to pull myself together and start reading.i havent started pape pon lgi.takut gila weh.nt hujung buln cuti raya then naik ade smggu kelas then study week.mampoih weh!nasib final 3 paper je.huh 3 paper pon............

okees.hmm what else?i miss home.u know what?i dont even wanna talk about it.nnt panjang berjela aku cerita.oh and i wanna apologize to the people i have done wrong.i am just human,buat mistakes x habis.kadang kadang terlepas tu minx maaf la.perlahan perlahan aku cuba jadi orang yang semua boleh terima insyaallah.kbai