i wanna go back to my room.

i'm so pissed.my brother's inside my room.bummer.so here i am sitting in the ruang tamu.i wish my sister ina was here.i'd have someone to talk to.i'll be back in shah alam on the 7th kot.tomorrow letak barang barang semua.huh k

'aku rase kau kenal dengan boyfriend kau pastu terus kahwin'

more than 5 people said the same thing to me.tapi kita cuma predict.semua nya di tangan tuhan kan?x mungkin aku akan dapat perkahwinan yang sempurna dan penuh dengan nur sebab aku ni bukan lah manusia yang baik sangat.aku buat silap juga,buat orang sakit hati,menyampah,ngumpat.ye aku buat juga benda benda tu.

jadi layak ke aku untuk dapt cinta di pandang pertama?aku yakin semua orang takut dengan perkahwinan.mana x nya,akan berpisah dengan ibu,layan suami,duduk serumah dgn lelaki yang dipuja selama ini(lol) dan paling penting,semua orang takut ianya berakhir dengan divorce.(cakap divorce instead of cerai sbb takut i'll jinx it walaupon same je -.-).

aku dah terfikir benda benda ni.aku tengah cuba untuk ubah diri ni.sbb orang kate,suami kita ni akan perangai sama dengan kita.ade sorg ustaz tu pernah cakap,haa baru ingt nama,dato' fadzillah kamsah cakap,kalau yang si perempuan asyik berdengki,maka yang laki pon asyik berdengki same,dan susah lah mereka nak berjumpa sebb dua2 berpaling arah kan.haa minta jauh lah.

aku pernah je ade perasaan cemburu semua.walaupon minor sahaja,tp kene lah kita elak.huh tapi aku hanya manusia.manusia yang cakap di mulut sahaja.

if fishes aren't fish and chickens aren't chicken,what would they be?

fish can be called jacob and chickens can be called trees.

but i was born on the 90's whereas life has started before me.

if i were assigned to be born first before my mum or alexander graham bell,i would have created the telephone or had re named the fishes and the tress.

unfortunately,if i knew then what i know now,i'd still be me.

i shall live as if santa exist,Godzilla came 5 years ago and dinosaurs still live.

this way,no one can come up to me and say i have an assignment.

i no longer have interest in typing long drowsy posts.i tend to think a lot as opposed to writing it.

i am starting to become a NO person.and that freaks me out.

i don't know what has gotten into me.i was never like this before.maybe it's just me.

the whole time.

patience has limits.jangan asyik nak cari salah orang je.cuba cermin diri tu.kadang kadang seseorang tu berubah sebab perangai orang lain.perangai tu,tolong lah ubah.

aku pon x sempurna,tapi aku tak pernah nak menyusahkan orang.

i used to have this friend who asks me if i was okay daily.

when the world was changing,he changed as well.