Friday, November 18, 2011

a short note.

ayah,ueen x suka walaupon sikit kehidupan yang baru ni.ueen paham tuhan da tarik ayah.ueen rindu ayah.i've never got the chance to tell u this.i love u ayah.gambar ayah besar dlm bilik ni,kalau lalu x pndang pon x boleh sbb mmg akn terpandang.knp ueen x nak pandang?sbb ueen rindu.da bnyk kali i've told myself to move on.but how ayah?i lost u when i was 14.i remembered how u looked at me mase ayah ditarik nurse tu.tp apa guna ueen nangis kan ayah?hmm ueen x suka sgt kehidupan yang sekarang.as much as im trying to not let it show but each time,makin ketara.i hate this so much.n i don't know when can i accept this.dekat sana kan,ayah nmpk ueen x?kadang2 ueen ckp sorg2 tu ayah ade ke?ayah i'm sorry i am not one of those anak yang baik,but i will try my best.benci ke x.bukn ade beza.ueen kene juga lalui semua kan?alone.ayah,i hope i got into law school.would u be proud of me?of course u would.but i just can't see ur reaction la kan.i wish i can see ur reaction.u wanna know knp ueen tau u'll be proud of me ?sbb mase i got the highest marks dlm kelas for science pon u were so happy.basically,apa yang kitorg buat,semua made u happy.eventhough we failed at something,but u never failed to lift us back up.huh enough la.I LOVE U AYAH!*peluk bantal.ueen bayangkan ni ayah :) bai bai

1 comment:

  1. U still have friends,why so sad.enjoy ur life.I believe that will make him smile.=)
    sorry to intrude in your private space.
    I just want you to know that we are here for you if you need us.

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