empire.

yesterday i went to empire to clear up my mind as i was going through storm the night before.jadinya after a storm i needed the rainbow. went there with sheryn n tia.had so much fun alhamdulillah.i felt better.we were starving to death and the first thing that we saw was italianese.i'm not a big fan of italianese cause i can like imagine and somehow predict maybe the taste?and as usual i thought right.however it wasn't that bad,it was quite nice,maybe i chose the wrong dish lah kot.cause sheryn's and tia was delicious?okay.here are some pictures.didn't took much cause i was super hungry and couldn't wait to dig in..and x amek yg sheryn pula -.-

here's my penne bolognese.

sounded so italian,but it was dry -.- i vant real italians to cook fer meeeee!

and this is quite rare.cause usually,tia always ordered the wrong dish.biasenya the one i ordered yang sedap.but her luck,the aglio olio was super delicious and super creamy and i super i want it some more. T_T

lepas peghut dah penuh.p jalan jalan sat nak kasi hadham.went to peacock london twice!but didn't bought anything.i regretted.saw this so comfy comfortable (which basically is so comfortable cause i wrote it twice) oversized pants or whatever u call it.i don't know what to wear it with so decided not to buy.masuk cotton.had nothing yang i like.same old boring shops kan?yes i'm boring.got other store baju wanna recommend? please do.

i really wanted to eat ice cream and so my wish was granted by these two monsters.went to whisk and got myself a deep dark choc ice cream.HOME MADE punya.and also a super nicee iced chocolate.me want some mooorrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.also,tia is allergic to chos -.-

tia's FOREVER ALONE face.

and i like this picture of sheryn,cause it looks so calming.i'm imagining this was taken in london.ke x? -.-

kalau perasan kaki tia macam tangan PINIT -.-

dah penat penat makan makan dan gelak gelak dan lepak lepak dan minum minum.kami pon berjalan ke atas untuk mewarna.sila lah ke sana.this is my masterpiece :)

i knew it.i felt it.and i felt right.she seem so mad at me but i don't know why.now i know.it was because of me all along.i wasn't suppose to do that.but i did.i didn't know it was going to be a big deal heck i didn't know it was suppose to be an issue.but some people have different hearts.i should be more understanding.i'm sorry.just,why did't you came and talk to me?you left me hanging helplessly :( but then again it wasn't your fault.

pinch

bonjour! comment allez vous?moi, je' mappelle azureen.je suis malaysienne.j' habite a' bukit jalil.moi aussi,je suis étudiante.j'aime la musique et travailler aussi regarder films.je parle malais,anglais et français. j'aime apprendre le français! merci madam!

you know how beautiful a person can be when they are sincere at doing anything.

di sini aku terus terang.

aku bukan lah seorang yang confident.tapi bila aku cakap cm ni dekat kawan aku, mesti they will be like "ah kau,mmg x lah.kalau kau x confi,aku apatah lagi".begitu tinggi skala aku di mata dorg.tapi hakikatnya aku memang xde langsung confident.sebab kalau aku ade lah kan,i'd be like azlan.an outspoken person,seorang yang tahu akan kelebihan die.malangnya bawah mata aku ade warna hitam,kulit aku x sekata,badan aku besar,kaki aku ade banyak bulu walaupon xde org nampak.tapi itu lah die aku.dunia sekarang semua nya tentang kecantikan fizikal.apa ade hal dengan hati kan?ingat aku suka pakai make up pergi kelas?pakai bedak?dah pakai foundation bedak lagi.cream lah serum lah toner lah.haa semua untuk jaga kulit aku.tapi masih x sampai tahap yang mampu buat org tengok dan cakap "cantiknya die" mcm apa yang aku slalu puji org.ingat aku suka bila muka aku berpeluh peluh pastu make up entah kemana.aku slalu fikir,apa yang org cakap bila dorg nampak aku.bila aku malu,aku tunduk.aku x pandang org.aku malu.

aku pernah lah ade confidence dulu sikit,tapi selalu aku direndah rendahkan sampai aku menangis.aku sedih.sejak pada tu,aku berhati hati je bila nak buat sesuatu,takut org menyampah.aku hidup to please people sejak tu.tapi back to the point.mana nak cari confident tu?kadang kadang bila debate,aku sangat takut.bila aku cakap aku takut semua ingat aku saje cakap.kadang kadang aku rase dorg ingt aku ckp cmtu untuk dengar pujian.tapi percayalah cakap aku.aku x suka dipuji.aku lebih suka kritikan (walaupon pedih) cause i'm willing to change if you don't like how i act.that's how i learn.bila tak cakap,aku tak tau mana silap aku.biasenya sebelum aku debate,aku akan rase nak muntah atau menangis dan aku constantly tell myself,"you can't do this ueen." or like "aku nak jerit." ye itu aku.bila aku habis je debate.aku dapat pujian.dari kawan kawan dari lecturer.aku tak tau apa aku dah buat tapi dorg kate aku bagus.aku tak tau aku bagus.aku x tau aku boleh buat.sampai sekarang pon aku masih tak tau aku berdiri dimana.aku tau kita x boleh merendah diri sangat dan x boleh bangga sangat kene sederhana je.aku dah tahap paling rendah ni.

aku nak join mooting club tapi aku takut.kalau aku ckp cm ni kat mak aku mesti mak aku jawab "kau xde hidung ke nak malau atau takut?kau sama je dengan org lain".aku takut sbb saingan die sangat hebat.ramai yang pandai bercakap.nak jadi lawyer lah kan.jadi aku rase mcm aku x layak.tapi kawan kawan aku kate aku boleh.aku terharu.dorg kate aku boleh berlawan dengan org2 yang hebat.tinggi sangat kah tahap percakapan aku sehingga kawan kawan aku support aku untuk cuba juga audition tu?terima kasih :').aku minta maaf kalau keluhan "aku takut nak moot" bagi korg rase marah sbb asyik kene dengar je.tapi takut aku ikhlas.aku tak buat buat.aku nak cuba meluahkan perasaan tentang betapa takutnya aku dengan benda ni tapi semua mcm ingat aku cuba "merendahkan diri tapi dalam diam aku tau aku hebat" seolah olahnya.aku bukan mcm tu :( tapi terima kasih juga sbb banyak bantu aku.serba sedikit naik lah sikit keinginan untuk ke audition.aku seorang yang x boleh terima rejection.but that is how life is kan?aku pon dah tulis nama.nasib lah mcm mana.insyaallah lepas ni aku akn cuba kurangkan kate kate yang buat korg marah.aku akan cuba.mungkin korg xde niat nak marah atau tak terlintas pon tp bukan aku assume cuma kadang2 aku sendiri pon rase annoying dengan diri ni bila asyik ckp cm tu.aku cuba letak diri aku kat tempat org bila aku rase sesuatu yang aku buat dah keterlaluan.

huh aku akan cuba juga.nak patah balik pon x dapat dah tulis nama.confident sila lah ke mari.honestly,sambil aku tulis ni,xde pon rase confident tu naik walaupon sikit.haih...

if you're great,why aren't you the prime minister?

damansara gurllzzz

kesatria get's more fun each week.i hope -.- well today was great.ihiks.i drove qila's car back to the college.and i feel like JFK's driver already.bila kesatria,makanya ade lah tetamu undangan ke bilik saya iaitu aqilah aka qisu! she was here.the moment she steps into my room,it turned to gold.ye lah damansara gurlzz kan.hihihih

lemme fly away and qila is like "gosh she really does have wings"

regretting something.

i was actually pulling qila's hair but it looked as if we were having fun laughing.and so i snapped another one.

qila wanted to eat me cause she said i look like pau in this picture.you know the one with inti kaya or chicken semua tu?yeah le me is foodzzzzz.she can't get enough of me.

our normal faces when we were students.

our faces when we're lawyers.VATAKUANS!

and my face when i got so focused that i became lost -.-"

i miss you :( blergh.i just realized that i can't sleep without the lights on.yes ON.so i decided to bring along my night light :) i'm okay now.tomorrow class starts at 830.and i'm not a morning person.esok nak beli kasuuut yay!and some books!-.- i love studying! haven't decided on what to wear for tomorrow.huh

serrpraizzz

tia.sweet as always.i love you mah sister ! :)

dream.

I MISS LONDON.i promise to go there again.no doubt and insyaallah i'll fulfill what you wanted ayah.i'm going to rome as well :)

rantaian.

so i was busy reading this book "law of torts Q&A" but then i realized i was doing something else tak lama lepas tu.

scrolling through orang punya tumblrs and blogs

wearing my kesatria hat.

looking for damaged hair dengan kening sedih for some reason :/

then i stopped.

I SEE WHAT YOU DID THERE AZUREEN.K STADI BAI

diva schmiba

so basically this is my part of the room.tak mau tangkap belah sana nanti apa pula katanya hihihi okay from left is my study table,the middle is my bed and at the right end is my locker.takut tak nampak pula kan hambois.baju saya tak de la banyak mana pon tapi cukup lah untuk ke kelas.berbanding dengan pakaian yang pernah aku bawa kat merbok dulu very the over the top bajunya tapi sebab jauh okay lah kan.ni dah dekat makanya bawa pon sedikit sahaja lah :) and excuse the dinding,buruk gila depa tinggalkan untuk kami :(

kemain banyak makanan ringan tapi jangan salah paham,rota dengan bytes aku beli yang lain dapat free.haa tak caya?p la kat semua perjumpaa.dapat free baq ang!

ini tempat aku ber je m'appelle ihiks.

ayaq mineral sungguh penting ye rakan rakan untuk mengaktifkan otak :)

zoom in sikit semua jenis makanan -.-

yang makhlik asing atas katik tu nama die charco tapi aku suka charlie namun charco pon comel gak.so charco lah.alahao comel nyewwwwww.

ini yang terdapat kat belah atas locker,febreeze menyembur lipas/nyamuk dan juga rudung tudung diletakkan disini.

ini lah die kamar letak baju aku.eceh.hmm NEXT!

don't say you like me if you didn't mean it.i love you or saya suka awak or aku suka kau is a very strong word,well at least it is to me.although i've never been in love but i know what love is all about.main main cakap iloveyou pon mak tak suka tau nok. T_T

kelaparan.

aku sekarang berade dekat tahap yang ektrem punya lapar sebab apa?sebab tak tahu.semalam agak banyak juga aku makan namun mengapa harus begini angie?you kene jaga badan tau ouch!okay dulu kini dan selamanya lah muka aku tetap sama.aku dari dulu sedih dengan wajah aku yang tak seberapa dengan harapan 5 tahun akan datang akan berubah menjadi seperti miranda kerr tetapi ternyata epic fail.kehidupan mengajar ku untuk menerima seadanya rupa diriku dan to the top!hambois.dengan keihkhlasan hati ini aku pon dapat terima wajah aku maka dengan itu aku pon terus buka photobooth untuk tangkap gambar kesyukuran ku terhadap Tuhan yang telah mencipta diri ini.walaupon mulut mcm longkang tetapi aku tetap megan fox yang sebenar.

ye tak ade apepon yang patut aku gembirakan,jadi tak payah lah producer kat belakang tu nak lompat kegembiraan sebab akhirnya dapat jumpa megan fox malaysia untuk filem akan datang.aku tetap akan embrace wajah ini sehingga ke dewan konvokesyen graduate kelas pertama.tingginya harapan.FAKTA:wajah aku juga mampu bertukar kepada gadis gadis jepun yang ala ala chumelllzzz tu.

skips.

i envy to those who still have fathers.i miss mine :(

facts and fictions.

sometimes i hope to be less talkative and be more the other way around.i don't like being the person that talks a lot of crap.but unfortunately i've been doing that my whole life.it's not that i don't like listening because you know,when someone is known for being so talkative then people might think that they do not listen but the fact is i am a very good listener but not that good of an adviser -.- so if you wanna talk to me about anything you are most welcomed however point being here is,that sometimes i just wish that i only talk about knowledge and giving out informations.if there's a pause button on this computer that's literally for my life,i'd press it and flip my pass as i go through all my actions.i'd prolly see a lot of talking instead of actions.and i'm not even near of being proud of myself.it's not that talking hasn't given me any opportunities or benefits,i do get a lot of em but i just wish to be less of a talker.one of my best friend,farhana,told me that one of her classmate named mimi doesn't talk a lot but only do when something important came across her mind.altho i don't really know who she is and how she's like but by the look of her expressions,postures i can see that what farhana said was a fact.she is indeed a very calm person and looks organized to me.i wish i could be like her.cause i like doing stupid jokes and at times i find it stupid.talking a lot doesn't make me a better person.*sigh.but i'd like to believe that there's a reason for me being this way.you know like a talk a lot?hmm and maybe that reason is why i'm here today.

moment of misses.

i feel so sad :(

5 minutes.

i'm a little bit worried about some minor things but prefer to not think about it.i really do not know what to do,so bored.i woke up at noon today.bangun bangun terus online -.- please anyone?what should i do?hmm nothing pon nak buat apa -.- sedapnya suara micheal buble ni.haih.why can't i have a voice that people would pay to listen?i guess if i were a singer x dapat la saya nak teruskan law kan?so ak pe semua dah ditakdirkan :) but i'm still bored.i need a stapler.geram lah bila tengah rajun benda pula tak de.i haven't visited the girls.wanted to go,tapi rase mcm nak duduk dalam bilik je today.sayu la katakan.eceh.i wanna go home.everyone does.*sigh.

jack and the bean.

phew i'm so tired.went hiking just now.and wore the most inappropriate outfit there is to go hiking.all in all,i had fun.

kpop

i have no reason on why is "kpop" have i chosen as the title for this morning.well hello dear readers.:) it's been a very tiring week.altho only a few classes has started but the urge of finding and attending them has made me one of the dwarfs on snow white called grumpy.the building is not that far from each other but the STAIRS,there are a lot of stairs i can tell you that.well on the bright side,i have a comfy room :/. plus i should be sleeping by now cause tomorrow there's this talk about kesat -.- huh later pula need to go to the library to search for some articles about civil law.this aint nothing yet.i can't imagine how will i handle the pressure here.i don't even know who my classmates are. -.- THIS SUCKS.!but not that bad lah.at least i have qila on my side.i get to meet the girls.but not everyday cause apparently,we're not in the same class *sigh. mun and miyah are in one,me n qila are together and unfortunately fna has to walk solo.but insyaallah next year we'll be in the same class.i hope :/ i'm so interested to join thee moot club.nak nak nak T_T k la nak tdo bahbai :)