sooner or later.

i'm actually torn between a lot of things and i've been thinking.can i cope with it?with the degree i'm about to take?law?can i do law?or should i make considerations on other courses?yeah i do want law.but thats just it.the surface of it.what about inside?foundation pon da tunggang langgang ni kan pula degree yang cm wayyy more susah and everything has to do with memorizing .now that gives me the chiles.i am not that good in memorizing but i'd lie if i say im not good at talking too.i love talking *i may be annoying sometimes.*sigh.thats not the point.skang ni cm if i can speak kenapa tidak amek masscom?well maybe sbb abg i da amek.so x nak la amek sama.ade la dulu pernah nak amek sama but skang da amek law i might as well stick with it.tapi tu la.can i do this.is this my path?hmm insyaallah i'll think about it more deeply.sbb maybe kalau dapat la pointer lepas,i think im going with but still akan consider juga la.sbb aku takut sgt i cant commit.aku da la jenis study last minute.i cant bear with not sleeping anymore.tapi kalau strat study awal then ilmu cepat hilang.takut tension.ade both sides la of thinking about this awal.one is nnt x yah pening2 then the other one is asking mysels the same question within this holiday.hihi nnt i nak bincang.so i can talk and wanna get the degree.tapi do i wanna be a lawyer?ibu cakap kalau ade degree law,then its easier for me to get jobs.kalau nak amek masscom la katekn,then apa guna aku memenuhi syarat masik law kan?nak amek saikologi lagi bnyk menghafal.kalau amek administration science?yes im sure that most of u who are reading might say "quit whining!mana ade benda yang senang dalam dunia ni" but bukan apa.i've been in this situation before.cm dulu i really wanted to get into addmath's class cikgu semua tanya boleh ke buat nnt aku dlm hati "ala aku x cuba lagi cikgu ni nak ckp aku x leh buat" and at the end,aku mmg x boleh buat pon addmath.tapi math boleh.pelik -.- ,so same la cm situasi ni."aku nak law,mmg org ckp susah tapi aku x cuba lagi mana nak tau" haa itu yang aku bgtau diri aku.and mase nak isi borang rayuan tu pon ramai ckp law ni susah and all.but lepas ikut instinct,it wasnt that bad pon..i love law :) tapi kene ingt itu asasi.haa tu yang aku runsing sikit tu.but im sure semua course on untuk degree jadi 10 times harder kan.so same goes to law la.the thing is u have to be good in memorizing je la.huh kene bnyk bace quran.jangn tengok benda x elok semua.insyaallah boleh.maklumlah influence tv kan skang.i think i'm good,but need some more time la.need to think straight before i crash in the middle of the road.hmm hope to be under one roof dengn gadis sempurna saya.tapi x tau la.aku kene kurg ckp benda kosong dan membuat lawak bodoh.haih options2.pening kopalo.kbai