too good to be true.

i know i'm not suppose to post anything sad here well this post is not actually sad tho,it's just that lately,i've been having these dreams about guys.it's about i have a boyfriend but i cheated on him,and like theres this guy i like and he liked me back and the newest is about a guy i knew recently .hahahah hmm well i hope these are not real.of course it's not real,if its real pon,i hope that my actual husband will be an islam.i cant take any risk marrying someone other than islam when im still not that good at it.mashaallah,y am i even talking about marriage?haih,wake up ueen,it's just a dream.relax.shish.