lose control.

yess i suck.i am an annoying person and i can do some stupid jokes but that doesn't make me a heartless person.i do have problems but some people like me for instance like to keep it a secret.yeah it's not good,but i don't see any good impact coming if i tell people lists of my problems.i just don't.but somehow,i can't control it anymore.i no longer have the strength to fake a smile under this mask i'm wearing.i know for sure that one day,people will know the real me,the delicate one,the sensitive and the scary cat.but u know what?screw problems!boo!