phew.

i know im suppose to feel happy leaving this place sbb da habis asasi weh?sape yang x gembira dok?but these girls la,always make merbok the best place ever la.mereka ni,makin hari saya makin sayang.haih cm ne nak lepaskan korang nnt? :'( nanges la kot hujung nnt.da la semua balik 25 hb.x de pon yang nak balik lmbt -.- haih then ddk rumah contact2 la.aku doa la semua berjaya.kalau nak berjaya x boleh update blog time time gini.kene study kbai

beep beep.

i dont know where to start.

dear future.

before i open the book and start being a zombie.i wanna share with u guys about my dream.

my dream is to marry a rich educated and a nice guy.to travel around the world with him.to love him all my heart and to have babies with him.i love kids and so want mine.at least 3 kids would be fine :) i want my first baby to be a boy so that he can protect his sisters with care.i wanna own 3 houses from 3 places 1) kuala lumpur 2)pulau penang 3) london.why?well kl is bcos i mmg da lama stay sini and im getting used to it.jalan semua da recognize da.sosenang la nak gerak memana besides all the things i like is all here.nak shopping semua kan.hihi the why in penang?hmm right after my dad passed away,this urge of living in penang starts to grow.i've found one place yang insyaallah one day i'd like to buy which is located at batu feringghi.nama tmpat tu moonlight bay.sangat cantik tmpt itu.and last but not least london.i've lov london since i first step foot kat sana.among all the places ive been to,london is one i love.im not sure why but i can actually find peace there.mmg la baru ade riot but that place is so fun and it has a lot of memories with my family too.i love london.and malaysia too dont get me wrong.:) okay so nak la rumah kat tiga2 tempat ni.

so what else?before kawen i nak ade my degree in law and safe as much memories as possible macam di merbok ni and insyaallah smbung masters kat luar negara.best juga kalau jumpa future husband kat luar nanti.u know why i prefer to marry guys yang blaja di luar negara?sbb bila travel he can lead the way u know.senang mcm my dad dulu.kitrg pernah sesat kat amsterdam,then pusing punya pusing my dad dpt juga jumpa jln balik.haa im so proud of him.yeah kind of mcm tu la.to have a husband exactly like my dad is a bless gila gila.amin :) then i can show some pictures to my daughters and son hihi.cakap pasl daughter and son.kalau i dpt anak lelaki,i wanna name him imaan or noah or noh.kalau perempuan naomi anna and zara.kalau kembar pasangn naomi and noah tu la hihih nama anak semua nak simple je cnth nya zara binti... haa i nak anak nama satu je.x de panjang2.tapi kene juga tengok maksud die.tu sangat penting.and kalau rumah,i prefer living in a penthouse.lantai rumah nak pasang fully carpet cm hotel tu hihih kalau banglo ok la tapi kene bnyk duit sgt2 sbb tau la aku nak decorate cm ne nnt.

dear future kids of mine,

i am gonna love u guys like u guys are my life my soul.i will try to fulfill ur needs and fill in ur religious background.ingat Tuhan yang cipta kita.kita kene sentiase berdoa pada DIA.jangan pernah lupa kat Tuhan okay syang semua?jangan juga lupakan jasa orang tua kamu iaitu saya dengan bakal daddy kamu la.hihi sekarang ni i tengah type time umur 19 tahun lagi beberapa hari lagi nak final.hiih and fyi,i tgh single lagi ye anak2 ku.hahah x de bf lagi -.- mak kau ni loser haa mase muda.jgn la repeat prangai mama kamu ni.hihi belajar rajin2 tau.jgn gatai nak bercinta sgt.dapat straight a's mama bg hadiah.satu A dpt satu hadiah.tu pon kalau hidup i senang la.hmm nmpknya i la yang kene tentukan mase depan korg.tggl kat rumah setinggan ke rumah banglo atau mungkin rumah terapung bila korg da ade nnt?mana nak tau,teknology kan. :) sekarang i tgh dgr lagu yuna.nnt korg da ade,yuna mungkin x famous lagi sbb da zaman apa da.n lagu lama2 je nnt ha.hmm habis je i buat foundation in law,insyaallah boleh la smbung degree law pula.nnt da jadi lawyer la baru blh hidup senang sayang :) haa tgk la cm ne.mesti kalau mama kamu ni x berjayapastu mase korg bace korg akan ckp "knp la mama x blaja rajin2 dulu,kalau x boleh la tggl kat london tu" atau mungkin kalau i berjaya korg akan ckp "mama,semua impian mama jadi kenyataan" hihi wah sejuknya hati..haa x lupa juga.sekarang kelas mama KPI0053D.kelas ni mase tahun 2011 iaitu tahun ini sangat best.i sgt syg kelas ini.terutamanya kawan baik mama.yes i do have best friends,x la loser mana.haha fnamunmiyahmimiqilaziqah.ni la kawan2 i mase blaja ni.dorg la yang ajar diri ini dan buat i senyum.kalau nak tau dorg la aunty fana aunty mun yang kat sabah tu and aunty miyah kat kelantan sibuk uruskan firm die.aunty mimi and aunty qila yang selalu dtg tu n aunty ziqah tu.:)korg nnt jgn jadi anti social sgt cari kawan yang boleh diharap.jgn silap pilih kawan tau syg semua.jgn isap rokok,buat yang x elok,solat cukup 5 waktu,ingat TUHAN,taat kat mak bapak,jgn mempermainkan perasaan orang and phone i bagi time korang nak masuk university je.awal2 x dpt la derr.hahaha laptop pula guna yang i punya je.passing2 dari abg ke adik semua.jgn berebut.laptop satu je untuk sekeluarga.hahah padan muka :) bottom line is,im gonna make ur life as fun as mine was.im gonna love u guys all my heart.insyaallah i'll prepare a good future for all of you.jgn risau ye,:)

hmm gembiranya aku kalau semua ni berlaku.hihih tapi awkward gila gelar diri sendiri mama.haha yup i want my children to call me mama and daddy for their bapak.hmm mesti nnt kalau bapak die bace post ni pon gelak.hihi best gak buat post gini.nnt boleh bace semula semua :) nanti anak2 aku boleh la jumpe ngn sepupu dorg semua abang gubby and all.haha nenek imah and tok wan mail :)

haa ini la die impian saya.haha siap tulis surat untuk anak2 lagi.haha bosan punya pasal.hmm k la saya nak study untuk mase depan saya.kbai :D

thank u girls :)

i had fun tonight.i wanna make every minute counts.thank u for teaching me :) i love you fnamiyahmunmimiqilaandziqah :D

stupefy.

if i were to be anywhere that has everything,friends and family,i'd be here in merbok.although it's only been a year compared to 2 years of staying in broad school,i have composed a lot of memories here.i must leave now.nak study dari tadi lagi -.- rajinn-ness please la come to me bebeh.

right hand,cold blood.

so i dont know where to start.i think im gonna go with economics first but then again there's a lot to cover for global and law.which is which?i am officially blurred.so long world.i must leave.

stop and stare.

smiley smiley smiley :) so hello there*slang bri'ish.hahah so i know im supposed to study by now however,badrun kata miyah ajak lunch satg and boleh la terus hantar assignment aka final draft.to be honest i had fun finishing my draft like seriously.i never thought that i could be that committed.maybe one day i can be a journalist or a socialite? hihih.well i do love approaching people and writing so that solves the math prob.the reason im updating this is because i feel like i need to.woke up in the morning and cant stop thinking of updating my apple:)

yes i like talking crap.actually,i forgot the main reason of me updating this thing -.- tu yang merapu.okaylah sbb x tau nak ckp apa then i might as well terus merapu.semester ini akan berakhir maka cuti pon akan bermula.i am gonna miss my three bees the most.miss that tembun that chinese and that pretty lady who never think she is pretty.:) these girl la always make me smile one.x buat i smile pon being with them saje pon i already feel secured.cm wajib la kene ade.kalau x jumpe sehari boleh rindu brah.hahah yeah that is how much i love them.we always berangan that one day we could live together in shah alam as soon as weve started the freshmen year in BLS.i hope that dream of ours will come true.katanya miyah is the tukang masak,i'll be the driver,mun ddk sebelah i and fna goyang kaki kat blakang.hahah pastu bila shopping i tolak trolly mun amek barang n fna just point to the things thats needed.miyah mesti la kat rumah.hahah so kalau ade mimi n qilah and ziqah will be more havoc la that house.hmm i really think i can do this.like matluthfi ckp,beat your problems.and thats what im gonnaa do.

nanti bila da smpai shah alam,i nak bagi these girls gemuk.nak bawa ke mcm2 kedai.haha haih suka sangat berangn aku ni -.- harap jadi la kenyataan.but to make this a reality i have to chnge what im doing.i have to give a 100% effort weh.tuhan x kan ubah nasib seseorang melainkan orang tu cuba untuk mengubahnya.insyaallah aku akan berusaha dan hanya tawakal pada result yang akan datang.nak dpt pointer bagus je untuk lepas 3.pastu kalau aku minx law pastu x dpt,then maybe im not up for it.just gimme the good pointer je la.cukup ke zureen?u must want kat shah alam juga kan?yes i do.huh susahnya.ye la xde benda yang senang.nak minx ibu post barang pon susah ni kan ke nak study.10 kali ganda la nyah-.-

my room is so messy right now.biase tiga2 sem pon.kalau nk dekat2 finals mmg akan semak.teruk gila la.hahahah okay la da x tau nak tulis apa.semoga semua orang yang aku knl berjaya la ndaknya :) lastly,never did i thought akan dapat kawan dari jitra,sabah dan kelantan yang boleh l masuk perangai.hhi ni pon aku kene terima kasih pada-NYA :) thank u ALLAH.

papers and plastics.

there u go.as u all can see ive done some changes just to be a better blogger.yeah i wanna stand next to those who are great in blogging :) i cant wait to end this and start new.kejap je lagi habis la riwayat aku di merbok.nak peluk sana sini.and poof cuti selama 5 bulan insyaallah :) hope to see every single person from my class kat shah alam nnt.hhihihi okay la saya mengntuk namun nak membaca sedikit lah.baiklah selamat tinggal dunia blogging buat sementara.sekian