one in a million

alhamdulillah my flu is getting better!god,i can't imagine how i survived,but thank u GOD.:D so i'm still missing my laptop-.- okay okay enough about the laptop ueen,u screwed up get over it:) huh.so i have started a list of what to do during my mid sem break.muahahahah that shows how excited i am:) like seriously!i really want to go home.can't wait!!!!so ueen,belajar la betul2 untuk sem nie ok:) kekalkan prestasi.*aiceh-.-

chocolate is my favourite.

i can't sleep but my eyes are tired.this is killing me.i want to go home so bad and just grab the charger and left.how i wish there's a hole straight to my house.oh and how i wish i am a wizard.-.-*krik krik.i seriously want to go home.i miss my laptop so so so much.everyone is asleep.and i know i should too but i can't shut my eyes.really need some sleep now!oh i can't wait to cuti mid sem:D yay!best best!altho it's for a week,hell who cares as long as i'm home.lalala

never ending stories.

i am sick.so sick that my eyes are red and my face is dull and and and itchy too!not comfortable at allll!!!huh,my sisters are enjoying the night.watching movies with all my cousins.yeah not cool guys.not cool.-.- i can't wait to go home.4 more weeks to go before i can use my laptop.hell,if i have a boyfriend,he'll be so pissed cause i care more about my lappy than him.*krik krik ye ke?hahaha.ok la need to go to bed.class starts at 10 am!:D

today is 24th november.

today was okay.although there are some not-so-good-times but i managed to put them aside.what flattered me most is i get to meet takiya dinji!:)))) aww miss him so much man!well of course not me alone,together with kinah,alyia,fatin,munirah farhana and miyah.we were like 'din!rindu gila la kat kau!' and all.hmm we all can see the sadness in his face but nak buat cm ne.he's a very nice guy.but maybe his fate has been written to be this way so who can change it.we all hope and i personally hope that he'll get a better future out there and berjaya la kau ye din.kitorang PL2D doakn kejayaan kau walaupon dimana kau berade aiceh-.-*krik krik.

to sum everything up,alhamdulillah today is a fine day:D

my name is not weird.

i feel so empty all of a sudden.don't know why but i feel like theres a hole in here somewhere.i miss my mum.huh i just started the new sem and it doesnt look the same.everything has changed.the seniors are gone,the floor is so quiet the diploma students are not here,and part one students only consists of 13 students in one class,havent met the seniors,they're all like vanished,diappeared poof!no where to be found.its like an empty place.some of my classmates are still missing.i miss them too and i still cant believe that i didnt bring my charger for the laptop.oh my what a life.am so bored without my laptop.yes i borrowed this one from my roomie but its just not the same.i notice that im not that happy.not a bit.im just happy when im with my friends and in class.thats it.i feel err i dont know.omg,please stop.-.-

oh and my name is not funny u effin brazillians!stupid hooligans!-.-

last chance.

after a few lectures from my uncle,then i realized how bad i want to further law.he told me not to give up,but i remembered how i screwed MUET.gees,huh,i wish i had enough sleep before answering them questions.i don't even a bit have the confidence that it'll turn out good.this is my last chance and i blew it completely.damn.huh,i am so devastated lah kalau x lepas amek law.

moving on,i am in kuantan right now,my hometown.it's fun.:)

random.

this is a picture of me with mira when we were in wisma belia tengok gig.hahahah funny weh!this was in 2008,i was 16.hahah but that's not the point of this post:) so,actually i don't even have any point of posting this post-_-.but what the heck,i might as well just keep going.

my family and i and kak fatin is going to kuantan today.for eid mubarak.hehehe.will be back in kl on thursday and on friday am going back to kedah.huh,boo hoo.but it's okay i'll try my best to make myself happy.so i think that's it.bye bye.

i hope that one day,you will feel every inch of pain that we felt.oh i hope that ALLAH,will show you how many souls that you've hurt so far.it's really sad seeing you treating mum like your maid.what the hell man!she raised you for 20 years now,can't a small thank you come out from your mouth?you're a mean person,no one deserves you,only the ones that did the same thing to their parents deserves you.it's a good thing you made me hate you,i loathe you!huh,YA Allah,just add a little bit more strength to my mother while she is still breathing in this world.i love you ibu,forever will.and ayah,may you be among the good ones.i love you both forever.