i miss ibu and kakak.can't wait to go home :(

hope.

just when you thought that everything is gonna be fine.i hope that we all can get through this easily.tak pe.just remember that HE is with us.apa apa pon HE'll always be with us.i'll try not to let myself drown into this problem.patient is the key.okay take a deep breath :) work out today was fine.i had to catch my breath although bukan berat berat pon die suruh buat -.- hmm i really hope that we can do this sheryn.you don't worry okay :)

I FEEL SO BAD.

i should be jumping up and down knocking my head and slap myself hard really hard for this.i've got test this friday and i'm not even near into completing my revision yet.i feel so bad right now.but ughh i have to pandai balance my time now that i am OFFICIALLY A FITNESS FIRST member ehem.*x perlu kot.but  again,i want to say that i am perfectly happy for me.at last,i've taken this seriously.usually imma be like "weh we should so go to gym!" pastu the day after i'm like infront of my laptop and doin notin'.THAT'S me.sekarang i have to work hard.atau adakah ini satu speech yang akan diendahkan kelak?let's hope not.guys,please show me your support.i need this!for me,us and my sister's wedding.huhe.if i want things to happen,i really need to work hard for it.jap lagi at 11,empire petang i need to study man.i have to ace this test.I HAVE TO!I NEED TO!please azureen,jangan lah berhenti tengah jalan.YOU CAN DO THIS!

it's a rainy day today.saya dah pening kepala -.- selamat berbuka buat farhana.dan apa kabar semua?bila hujan,feeling nya memang nak berjalan ke ikea.i miss my mum -.-

inventor.

i've finally discovered how to wear that jetcircle.tapi my way :)

YUNA-8th april.

today happens to be one of my favorite days in life.it happened out of nowhere but it did.syukur.i am so happy.you know how i didn't get the chance to meet my idol YUNA?i've won a couple of tickets to meet her but nasib tak menyebelahi.first sekali,yang whatberry are you.i tak pergi sebab got no transport :( then mase yang youth 10 hari tu,kat booth libresse pon tak dapat jumpa die ;( tapi aku tetap sabar.although up until today i tak dapat jumpa die depan depan kecuali mase muzik muzik tu,ade lah tengok die tapi dari jauh.jadi mungkin hari ini menjadi hikmah hari hari yang tak pernah dapat jumpa die.

I AM STILL HAPPY :) thank you qila :)

empire 2.0

AGAIN.empire.shopping.walked.lepak.drank.drunk.end.

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eceh kecewa lettew sebab putri tak cerita -.- okay yesterday was as usual lah kan.awesome powsemous liringity.i don't even know what that means.so sheryn n tia fetched me dekat mawar and we went straight to empire state of mind.sheryn was like "ya Allah laparnya weh!" haa pastu masuk masuk kami pon terus meluru ke Bangkokbeat.to satisfy our tummy me n tia ordered chicken and seafood phad thai respectively and sheryn ordered mee tom yam kot.the tom yam i tell you was superb beveh.haha it was okay lah.the taste is slightly accurate with the one dekat bangkok.my phad thai was nice as well.sedap T_T nyesai tak habis.

the deco inside was beautiful and sangat kemas.i love it! :)

even the coasters are cute.

after finishing our appetizers we had desserts which was also delish!

after eating kami pon p la turun naik empire tu sebab si senah suggested for us all untuk ke fitness first to work out.kami pon dengaq lah ceramah akak tu.the good news is my mum approved!now waiting for sheryn's dad pula.kalau pak dia bagi hmm elok sangat dah weh.lepas semua tu,we entered semua kedai.dan x jumpa cardigan saya :( but i got something wayyy better waiting for me heheh tapi sebelum tu jom ikot putri dan rakan rakan lepak dekat whisk jom?:) we had macarons iced chocs and a brand new teh tarik ice cream yang super duper pekat but sedapppp.

BUT BUT BUT the best part was went to yuna's iamjetfuelshop :) i'm super happy sampai today kbai :)

ayah.

it has been 6 years.wow,it felt like yesterday was the third year you went away..so fast.i miss you ayah.i really do.i guess words are not enough to express how i feel.i'm starting to forget you.your face pon dah mcm vague in my mind,your voice.it's all fading away :( i hope it will not fade completely.you know the other day,i put your picture as my wallpaper kat phone.i wanted to look at the time tapi ter focus kat your face then i thought "hmm nak call ayah lah,lama dah tak call".then i stopped.how can i think that way?you are no longer here.some part of me giggled for my silliness but the other part felt so sad for i couldn't reach you anymore other than in my doa.ayah,i really hope you're happy there.you don't worry about me here,i'm perfectly fine :') ibu is taking good care of me.my test is right around the corner.huh i really wanna know how are you ayah.if only you could tell me that you're okay kan?heh. i apologize for not being the perfect daughter though i know you're not expecting me to be one.tears have started running down my cheeks and for that i end this post with al-fatihah.